I have an update..

But no time to post about it!! I'll be sure to post soon!!

This is a picture from my favorite photoblogger.

my life in two months

my bed

I'm distracted but still certain of my move to NY. It feels unreal that I'm doing this, making this big (necessary) change, but I keep telling myself its what I need and want to do. I've been lagging with updating my resume. I need to get my MacBook fixed. I need to get rid of... a lot. Instead of doing these things, I take photos, I watch movies, I text with no shame, I listen to music and read books (I'm in the midst of reading four books).

There are four DVDs on my bed: Zodiac, Touch of Pink, All About My Mother and Talk To Her (I'm thoroughly enjoying Almadóvar). My MacBook. My camera and wire to connect it to my computer. My cellphone and charger. My iPod and wire to connect it to my computer. Naturally there is also a bobby pin and a hair elastic. These are such "everyday" items, why should I let them interfere with my plans and needs? I need to stop distracting myself.

My bed smells like cologne. Strange.

i'm almost embarassed

I change my mind, a lot. I think about things, a lot. I also make decisions about my future, a lot.

I know I have posted about these decisions frequently, specifically when I come to my conclusions. I'd like to try posting on this blog without being so .... dramatic. While these decisions can define my future and what things come my way, why should I put so much pressure myself? I'm going to remind myself to post here more regularly, less significantly, a lot.

waving punishment

I've found that while speeding, people in my neighborhood don't return my wave of "hello," as opposed to when I drive the speed limit and receive a wave back. Sometimes, even a smile.